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I'm sad

Sun Nov 15, 2009, 8:34 PM
I feel inexplicably sad. So what better to do than bitch about it here. What the fuck does anyone who may read this care about my being sad. It's not like it can do anything to you people, except maybe ruin a few good moods. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. That's such a beautiful word, fuck I mean; it can somehow accomplish everything I need to say in just one syllable. I'm just sick of all the wanting someone and getting no one. I've pretty much resigned myself to live out the rest of my high school career alone, but now I don't know if it's going end there. I messed up, I traded most any social life for straight A's in the 6th grade when nobody cared about straight A's and now I'm paying the price when there's no time to learn the workings of a simple relationship, I'm too busy getting those damn grades back. So now my ship is stuck on a sand dune AND I'm still bailing out water. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Love that word. Just about the only damned thing I can say I love and mean it. Only been a few things that have earned that before, and there all just names now anyway, except maybe one or two.

I'm still sad ... fuck.

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:iconrebeltango:
Hello.
I haven't talked to you in quite a while.
I was driving in the general direction of my church the other day and remembered that one time, when I almost killed you while i was driving.
I'm actually good at it now.
Just thought you deserved to know.
I MISS YOU.

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Up the Rabbit Hole, the journal of an Adventurer who's never quite sure where she's going. Hijinks are ensuing, right here: [link]
:icontransparentlyalone:
Glad to be kept in the loop.
I recently got my papers in order, so I'll be working on killing some of my friends too.
Speaking of churches, *laughs hysterically*
And actually, don't take this the wrong way, I haven't thought of you in a while, now I miss you, jerk.
:iconrebeltango:
oh yay! killing people is fun!(?)

i kinda can't wait for camp.
we can skip the first week where i'm a jackass and steal your hat and just get right to me being sarcastic but nice. w0oT

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Up the Rabbit Hole, the journal of an Adventurer who's never quite sure where she's going. Hijinks are ensuing, right here: [link]
:icontransparentlyalone:
Excellent, I can't wait for those shenanigans ... I mean enlightening young minds with Christian values.
:iconrebeltango:
I'm so stokeddddddddd.
I'm full of Christian values. I have a bible on the dashboard of my pickup truck. (because i just found it at school) Makes me feel like a republican.

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Up the Rabbit Hole, the journal of an Adventurer who's never quite sure where she's going. Hijinks are ensuing, right here: [link]
:iconb1gfan:
the ghost who writes tells only the truths of the next world :D
:iconteknicolourkiss:
Thank you for the watch. I love you gallery I hope to see more soon =)

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Love. :sun:
:iconlittlelottexo:
Welcome to deviantArt! You have a lovely gallery coming along. I'd love to see more! (:

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